Friday, March 16, 2007

My Day

Yesterday was my bad day.. It was fine, i was chatting with my boyfriend and my best friends, joking around but until after school i got a message from blackberry it was my boyfriend It sounded serious, i decided to check it He told me that he want break up with me, I got upset but i got over it then later that night he sent me a message. it say " i have a new girlfriend please don't be mad at me i want to be friends. then he told me it was heather my BEST FRIEND was his girlfriend i was soo upset.. Every boy will date me then dump me for my best friend i had bad experience. i told him go to hell and leave me alone. Then today at school he wont talk to me he kept avoiding me.. i told him stop be a baby just be MAN! he said Fuck you.. i said i don't care about word.. i told him as long he grow up from breaking up with me then later today one of my best friend in New York's ex boyfriend He kept asking me for date for 2 years, i refused .. because i don't want Long Distance Relationship.. I told him no. Then later one of my friend.. He asked me to go out with him, i said no. his name was Shane DiBernardo.. We are very close.. most people think we are going out we aren't. I finally told everyone that I am very close to Cochise and Shane what is a difference, i am not 2 time boys.. I really love Shane but i prefer to be single for awhile.. Shane kept asking me out since Christmas time..


I finally want to be when i am all grown up.. I want to be Fashion Designer.. I love Styles of clothes, many people at my school kept told me why i always use Difference of clothes.. i told them ITS new STYLE i ain't old fashioned girl.
when i was about 11 or 12 i told everyone that i want to be same steps my dad is now .. Computer technical science.. somehow i changed my mind.. Many people asked me why i want to move to California or England.. i told i want new fresh when i graduate.. My parents asked me if i had a kids will i let them visit.. I said NO until they are grown up.. i really hate when a daughter or son get new baby parents will be pain in the butt
" LET ME HELP LET ME HELP LET ME HELP
".. My Grandma of North Carolina told me if i was rich she will move in my house and help me. Depends in future......